When I first starting seeing T in December, I went in with what I thought were some fairly simple issues and I expected to be done in 3 or 4 sessions.

Now, 18+ sessions later, I'm in a much worse place. NOW, I'm obsessed with therapy. NOW, I have out of control emotions. NOW, I'm having a hard time focusing on my RL job or even caring about it. NOW, I'm more confused than I've ever been. NOW, my feelings are raw raw raw. NOW, I'm even less sure who I am. NOW, I'm behaving unlike I ever have. NOW, I don't trust myself at all. NOW, I'm engaging in painful self-absorption. NOW, I'm needy. NOW, I'm dependent.

So, should I quit therapy and go back to a normal life? Or should I continue on with this seemingly exercise in futility? Where will it lead?