I'm glad for you that your T. emailed you back--
you are so fortunate.

would it be OK if I rant here a minute?.....

don't think the T. i see is going to answer my email-- in over three years I think I've sent about 7 or 8. I don't usually reach out after abuse but I thought doing so might help me and keep the "dark" at bay.... it's been 5 days since I emailed, so... I don't think I will hear anything.....
I shouldn't have written, I'm sorry I did. (not a good idea for fins to be too open)

I stupidly forgot that I am alone, when things get really "dark" I should not reach out.... I knew that-- I don't know why I forgot........

I am at least glad that your T. emailed you-- that is so nice.
I hope you continue to keep that light-peaceful feeling in your soul

fins