I too experienced trauma when I was little, I believe I dp-ed then and went in and out of it for many years whenever I needed it, my brain made me kinda disappear... Then when I was 12, in April actually, so this is typically a bad month for me... I think my brain decided that it had had enough, and decided to stay dp-ed... I've tried many things, not that med though... I have some hope, now again... I've started EMDR, And I hope it helps... It's supposed to heal the trauma so I don't need the dp to protect me anymore... Let me kniw how the med works for you, okay? I hope it does...