Hey Sugahorse,

I am sorry your having such a tough time *hugs* i know what its like to have to end and I find it so painful. I am possibily going to have to face it again soon and the thought of it made me cry and cry last night. I feel sad and angry at being forced to give up something I need. I have Emailed my T but I doubt I will hear back from her before my session which is next monday! I said everything I had to in the email, I am fed up pof trying to be ok with everything when I'm not. I guess part of me has decided if I am going o loose her anyway, then theres nothing else to loose by telling her the truth.

I think of you dont tell your therpist how you feel you may regret it but also if you do an it still ends you may feel very abandoned. I understand the thought process of "abandon them before they abandon me", I have thought of this many times but I can never do it, I will hold out for even an extra 5 minutes with that person rather than give them up sooner than i really have to.

I really hope you can find a way to end that is best for you *hugs*