Boy oh boy do I understand where you're coming from! I've often felt the same way and have even said to T that I don't want to do this anymore- tell me how to stop now. She says if I can figure out how to put everything that's been dug up away, then she'll be glad to help me bury it. Of course..... there is no putting things back to what they were. So we have a decision to make- either stop and let things just lay there unanswered and unaddressed - driving ourselves insane because we don't have any answers or we can continue on, driving ourselves insane getting the answers.

So.. what'll it be Surajti? Do you wanna be insane or insane?