Hey Tree,

I am really glad you were able to tell him how you felt and got a lovely reply back. I sent a major confession email a few hours ago to my T but she sometimes decides in her own head that it's better for me that she doesn't reply and give me comfort and that I sit with the uncomfortable feelings (kinda wish therapists wouldn't decide they know what is best for us all the time). In fact I doubt I will hear from her so I will have a wee to stew on everything I said. It was an email full of emotion, pain, anger and many other emotions. I tried to keep it as calm and respectful as possible though - but I honestly don't know if her reaction will be good or bad. However I may be loosing her soon so if I am going to loose her anyway, I have nothing else to loose by telling her the truth about my feelings at present.

It sounds like your therapist really gets you and knows how to comfort you too I think you are really brave.
xxx