I dont focus on the bad...didnt mean to come across that way...I havent dont well with certain meds...Just frustrated cause i dont think what i'm on is working...Maybe it's time for a change in meds...I'm not down all the time ..it just feels that way...a couple of bad days can feel like a week...I know everyone is different with bipoler ,depression and anxiety...I'm just happy for now for finding this site and can read the words of others and think ...I'm not the only one who feels this way...So many people that i know dont get it..So tired also having to explain myself and my moods and about bipoler ..I know i'll find my way of dealing with all this...I know i'm strong...Just have moments where i dont feel that way...