Rogies, Hi I'm so sorry you are unemployed and in a financial bind. Why do you think you can't concentrate? Depression over not working and feeling trapped because you can't afford the education you want? Maybe the cure to your inability to concentrate is doing what you really want to do deep down. I'm assuming you are at least on unemployment. I don't know anyting about your family life.. if you have a spouse or children... but when you really reallly want something-- just do it. You want an education in a field you really truely want to get in to-- make it happen. If you have to rent a cheap room in a house, working part-time at starbucks (hey they give you health benefits) or holding down two jobs to pay for your education and rent. Live on cans of beans and rice for a while. Frozen veggies are cheap. Whatever you have to do, find strength and motivation and make a plan and dive in. Don't worry about whether or not you will fail. you won't because you can't. Dive in and don't look back. I did that a long time ago. I worked 2 jobs and got through college. I shockingly made things work. I have the career I wanted. To get what you want you have to make some temporary sacrifices. If you make a plan and just keep moving towards your goal I think you may find you are too busy and have too much on the line to be inattentive. I have concentration issues myself. So what if you have to read something twice. You will eventually get into the swing of things.
About the meds... belive me I have considered doing that... but I think you have probably researched it as I have and know that drugs from south america is not the best idea. If you have money to pay the price for those drugs over the internet or move to another country then maybe you have the money to get your new life started with that education and working whatever job you can get to put you through. I hope this is helpful to you. I wish you the best.