So I continue to give T pieces of information. They are clues to who I am. I tell stories. I read from journals. I share current emotions. I pull up old emotions that feel current. Bits and pieces, bits and pieces slowly slowly slowly.
I am very very very confused who I am and why I respond/react the way I do. I don't understand myself and I want to be conscious of what I do and why.
So, will T be able to take all these pieces of the puzzle that I'm giving her and present me with a complete picture? Will she be able to finally tell me what's wrong with me and tell me how to fix it?
I don't want to just see one piece of the puzzle and analyze it. I want to see and understand the whole. Is that possible?
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