Haven't talked to her yet...
I'm feeling a bit blue today so I didn't want to add up more complications to the menu...
Today I just broke down. Haven't really cried over M. Just a bit here and there... I cried after breaking up but had to suck it up because I had a test the next day. So I guess I've been building up my emotions and today I broke down a little out of no where hearing to "Big girls don't cry"by fergie... the irony

And then watching grey's anatomy and then when my mom was joking about how maybe now she could present me to the niece of a dear friend of ours that died last year.

I felt offended by this last thing.... mom has been very "happy" over my break up... says she's been right all along when she warned me he didn't treat me good enough for me to have a long relationship with him (although she says she isn't happy -.- she says she likes him like a son, as she has known him almost as long as she has my older brother but he was not what she knows I need in a guy... go figure...!! lol she's even worse than me when looking for stuff in guys... thinks I deserve the best of the best. newsflash mom! There's no such perfect guy!!) anywhoo... I'm been a bit of a daisy today so I didn't talked to C today but I must do so. Maybe tomorrow :/
Thank you Wolfsong
