Before I get started, I want to say that I am new to this site, and I am a little learrrrrrrry about on-line support groups. The last time I tried one, I had a very BAD experiance, so please be gentle.

I am curious about something I do when I am in the depths of crisis. I tend to curl up in a ball on the floor. The last time I crashed, all I coud do is huddle in the middle of my T's office and sob. Even when he offered me a chair, I couldn't sit there. This has happened several times in the past, but never as badly as the last time I crashed. It is like I have a wall between the chair and me, and no matter how badly I want to just sit in the chair, I can't do it. The floor is more comforting to me at those moments. REALLY i don't have a fear of chairs, it is just when I am in total melt down that I like the floor.

Does anybody else have this problem, or is this just another thing I need to discuss with my T.

Thanks
Bren