I would let all of this out. I would tell your mom and dad about your resentments, I would mention the sexual and emotional abuse. If you let this all out you will be free from it. It will no longer imprison you. The pain is temporary.....then comes the relief from all the horrible secrets you carried around with you for years.

You owe yourself this break. I bet if you were to let this go, you'll slowly over time gain the peace everybody craves in their lives.

I wish you luck, and hope you will gain the ultimate happiness you deserve.

<font color="purple"> Thank you Desirae. I am seriously thinking about doing just that, have been for a long time. I know at first it will cause pain, but I think l it will also bring us closer together and tear down some walls. And also allow them some more understanding of me. </font>