I can't enjoy anything. Nothing makes me happy. I don't look forward to anything. Things that I used to LOVE to do just feel like a gigantic chore to me. I have no passion in anything. I end up withdrawing into my shell thinking "What the hell is the point to anything?"

It's even hard for me to laugh with comedy films. I feel like all the joy has been sucked out of my life.

This has been like this for going on three years now. I just wish I can be happy again like I was in the past.

I feel like I'm too old to really do anything any way. I'm 38. I feel like all my best years have left me and now I'm just supposed to endure life and just basically wait to die.

I wish that I can just snap out of this ********.