I was doing fine, but that is gone now. All I feel is empty lost and hopeless. I had a glimpse that things could be ok that maybe I could feel normal, but now all of that has been shredded and I am raw and hurting. I and useless. I have to wait until the 13th to see my Pdoc and try to make it until then. I have meds, but they aren't enough it seems. I am so very sad.