I'm so sorry for what you're going through. I just read your blogs - wow. It's amazing how much of ourselves we set aside for others. It's like putting on a mask everyday to deal when what we feel inside is so different.

I don't know what I can tell you to help you feel better, but I hope you do. I'm pretty tired myself, but can't sleep.

I am worried about you, and I hope you find the time to take care of you, if only for a moment...