So, I go see pdoc again today.....butterflies in my tummy, well, they feel more like elephants galumphing around in there! I have been feeling so run-down on this med, so slowed down physically, so tired.....it's hard to function sometimes! My mind keeps moving or wanting to move, but my body wants to park and sleep.....irritating. And I know pdoc said he wants to keep increasing the dose, and I am terrified of turning into a zombie! T called and left him a message about this these things and some progress she feels I've made in therapy......hoping this helps.
I hope I can just let myself be vulnerable and open and honest, though I am scared, remembering how he shredded me last time, or I felt shredded anyway! Hopefully, it's better this time, and he hears me about the meds. Maybe I can take them at night, so if they make me sleepy I can just go to bed and have some energy in the daytime to take care of my kids.
Anyway, this may not be an exciting party, but if anyone wants to hop in my pocket today, you're welcome!