my application for SSDI is now started. Or my official date was yesterday anyways. I have my phone appt on February 7th now. I was a bit nervous cause at first we thought my husband made too much for me to receive anything. Then my Case Mgr checked into things more today and she just called me and said that I dont qualify for SSI but I do for SSDI. The process has started. So maybe now .. I can get my husband off my back about not bringing some sort of income in. Especially when I cannot manage to go out and get even a part time job. Even though I look over my dads affairs,~ his three rental houses, plus his own, his medical needs, groceries, bills all that and ours too. What about this isnt work? Why cant my husband see this? I guess I just have to get resolved to the fact that I know it is and that has to be good enough for me. And now I hope... and pray that this goes thru. And he wont have the control he is trying to get over me now . Thanks so much everyone for your support thru this! You are truly amazing and wonderful to me. Love you all!

Hugz~
Bethy

ps. Sorry I am such a pain at times. Its just thst I dont know what else to do with the hurt I feel and go thru at times.