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Apr 06, 2011, 11:51 AM
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Member Since: Oct 2010
Location: Michigan
Posts: 6,543
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Bless your heart ~ I don't think I like your therapist. He/she is almost saying - oH wait awhile - it will go away. CRAP!!!
Look, you are a vital, beautiful, important person -- and a mother. You are NOT alone. I have felt like that so many times I can't count them. I think everyone feels like that at times. The world is in such chaos, and there are things in our past that creep up and try to kill us. But somehow we have to learn how to DEAL with those things -- and that's where your therapist is SUPPOSED to be helping you. Are there things in the past that are haunting you? Are they hurting you and almost terrorizing you? If so, those things must be dealt with. This anger that you have comes from somewhere -- it doesn't just pop up from nowhere. 
And the fact that you think of suicide daily -- why? Where does that come from? Is that coming from your past too? Or is that just because of your present circumstances? Because suicide is a permanent answer to a temporary problem. This problem CAN be taken care of!!! If your present therapist isn't doing the job, then you need to find another therapist who WILL get to the issues that are torturing you.
You are needed ~ your children need you, your family needs you and WE need you.  You can be of great help to others who are going thru similar issues, once you get thru therapy. Please - take care of YOU. God bless you. Hugs, Lee
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