Cyran0, i don't have a lot to offer, i wish i had the magic words that could *POOF!* take it all away (which of course i would selfishly use on myself first ) but i'm not sure such a things exists.

Just out of curiousity, though, and i know these kinds of things aren't for everybody, but have you ever looked into 'abraham hicks' ? *esther and jerry hicks, the teachings of abraham* ? Louise Hay? Dr. Wayne Dyer? I particularly like abe-hicks. It's something my step mom introduced me to last summer, something they've been following for years, and at first i thought it was kind of 'hokey' and stupid, but my step mom, being one of the most rational people i know, i thought, 'okay, she's either lost herr mind completely, thinking this is WONDERFUL, OR there's actually something to it.' You can find some clips on you-tube, they have books/cds, etc. And just for fun, here's a song that makes me feel good listening to it when i'm down, i hope it does the same for you:



Again, And don't be embarrased.