I've been in contact with that one friend of mine. He was off work for 3 days in a row! Don't know how that happened, LOL. Anyway, we've been talking alot, and text messaging each other even more. He wants to be with me and go out and do things--and stay in and do things. I'm shy of that last part because of the PTSD still having some effect yet. Hand holding, cuddling, that I can handle. I know that he is hoping for more at some point. He embarrasses easily, so I believe that he truly does like me. I've looked into his eyes. I am interested in maybe doing more with him, but it has to feel natural at the moment. I'm not sure how to do this while just handholding, cuddling, or having more mild intimate contact. I don't want to feel pressured, I want it to be comfortable and let nature take its course, so to speak. Any ideas?