Posted in the grr thread, that felt really good. Went to bed relatively on time last night. Actively working to fight the increasing depression. Took a wild chance and posted on craigslist missed encounters to try to find the guy who checked me out Monday even though I was wearing my jammies, toting a kid, and my hair was a mess. I figure if he thinks I'm hot then I've got it made lol. Talked to a friend. Offered to help another friend (who's getting evicted with just barely a month notice) get packed and moved. Thinking I will go to wine Wednesday tonight and give it one more chance before I give up on it. Still looking for another childcare job. Trying to decide if I should post a personal ad...we shall see.