((((((Improving))))))This rings so real to me, after what T and I have been through in the last month. I am so glad that you went back, that you and T have worked together to keep trust alive! And that when this anniversary came around, you can look back on it with a sense of relief or even a peace because you did go back - how different this anniversary would feel if you had not! But I am glad, even if the lessons were/have been hard to learn and to hold on to, that you had the opportunity to learn them, you and T together. So glad that you can sit now wrapped in her blanket and her love.
I am so glad I chose to keep trusting T and that she has chosen to keep trusting me, too. Maybe not the easiest choice, but the one with the most blessing in it.....