thank you all...

i've talked to my therapist at length about our relationship. it's been one of the major topics over the past two years.

she says he is emotionally abusive, but I'm still not sure. Part of the time understand where he's coming from. Not all the time though. he's just very intense sometimes...and I'm not.

perhaps we can work it out. i hope so. i cannot imagine how to manage in the short term. his mother (whom I get along with fabulously) lives with us. I cant see him moving out and me staying with her. i've not worked in 7 years, but getting a job would be easy enough. we have money in the bank and no children.

i want to close my eyes so tight and make it all go away.