wow, Wepow, just wow.....what is past anger for me, I wonder, I don't know if I have a name to put to anything like that either. except I think SAWE has a good thought.......you, a healed you, maybe peace? Not the absence of pain or of emotion, but the presence of peace and healing nonetheless.....a sort of joy or contentment, maybe a liberty? I don't know, just thinking out loud.....anyway, I am happy to see you growing so much!