I know i have it better than many,but when one has problems it is often hard to see that. I have been trying to get a therapist but the place never called nme back need the sliding scale so have limited resouces. I called them again they asked if i was in a life threatening situation, i said no,so guess what that was on friday and they still havent called me back. Now we have no cell phones cause of a dispute with them.
The other night while at work i came to the realization that i Hate my job now,maybe i just hate work, that is also possible.
I have been trying really hard to get the housework done at least to a level that is semi acceptable.(i have major problems in this area) i would really like to have some help pulling my life together,before i lose everything. It is jusy constantly one thing after another never ending stress,My husbands business is highly stressful and he thinks because of my actions that i dont care so i am stressed about our finantial stress and him being stressed,grrrrrrr .well sorry for being so random but hey guess what not being focused is one of my problems so not surprising, now i dont even have access to this resource most of the time cause there is np open wifi were i woork oh well hope all r having a good day i gtotta sleep so i can go back to the job i hate, blahblah blah!!!