It is hard to believe that the WORST session of my life was just a week ago. It feels like a year ago! My next session is coming up on Friday. For some reason, I am feeling another shut down coming. Another silent session on the way. Even though the last one made me so mad, I am thinking I may like having another one this time. A quiet time with my therapist. I won't have to feel pressured to say anything. I will sit and just be with myself and my emotions. Wow! I sure never thought I would say that!

The session may be like me talking to myself and saying, "Hi Squiggle. Let me introduce you to Squiggle. We actually live in the same house, but you have ignored me for years. Can we be friends?"

That is a revelation! I surprise myself all the time with these light bulb moments. Before long, I may look like a beautiful Christmas tree!