Whew Intense session with T @ one point she asked me if I wanted talk about details of a past situation, and I was pretty reactive.
She then responded "I want you to feel safe. I'm not trying to scare you off I'm just doing my job. I could let you just be with me for years and not push you but I don't want that kind of blood money". Wow. Never thought that could be so comforting, but it was..