Hey guys - I work retail so my hours are nutty. It's hard to connect with people when I get home so late.

The thing is, not much is really wrong. I just miss having somewhat of a life, as my schedule somewhat prohibits me from doing so. I get home, start thinking, and things start to unravel. I'm also really broke right now, which is getting me down a bit too.

So I just thought I'd reach out a bit. My life is busy - but then when I'm alone I'm not motivated like I wanna be. I used to paint and draw, and now everything seems like such an effort.

Ah, now I feel silly. I'm not really feeling sorry for myself as much just missing people I care about... and yet I feel silly for feeling this way.