I have been on disabilty for awhile and its not fun becacuse this world is soo messed up I was divorced twice and both times my children went with the moms because they always do even though some shouldn't but that's life when I first started out all I wanted was health coverage and I couldn't get it because in rhode island u have to have children living with u to get it so I lost as always so when I tried they said sorry can't help u but years later I was put in the hospital because I went over the edge and pushed to the limit and they saw I tried to get help and was refused then they decided to help when it was too late but it was ok for awhile until everything was allset then the truth came out I couldn't get everything i needed because I made to much money when I was working that put me in the range of making to mmuch money so I lose again so now because of that I can't afford to goto the doctors or be on meds because they want sooo much money so I do without so I struggle everyday and no one cares because its normal to be like this yeah right so I just gave and hope for the best that nothing bad happens health wise because if it does can't get the right help anyway so why bother so I just sit and suffer and hope I don't get worse its all that can be done oh well guess that's part of life