Soooo one thing accomplished got kids motivated off to school without me raising my voice, for me every time I do this it is a victory. Now if I could please my husband that would be great, but pretty impossible as he has just had it with me being the way I am, well here's a news flash world SO AM I!!! As for hating my job it is the beginning of burnout, it is not neccessarily physically demanding, though it is amazing how 5 people can all need something at the same time and be in differenť parts of the house, people with dementia, alzheimers can be emotionally,psychologically and physically draining, not sitting down for 5 minutes in 7 or 8 hours can make a person tired, I really don't have options, this is the only work I know how to do so love it or hate it gotta do it. Oh well, I need a nap now.