I always liked that clown bopper. Have you contacted the Salvation Army? They often have resources for work, housing, food, medical. I also KNOW that in Springfield MO there are like 11 colleges (or more?) and plenty of ppl to help who are used to doing that (being a college town?) You must let others know you are in need. With all the churches there, please do contact them...it's best to go by... even if you are without faith. Someone is praying for an opportunity to help another...it might just be you!

If you do move back with family, are you in a better place than you were the last time you began again? Each time might be better and better. Use whatever steps are necessary to climb up where you want to be... sometimes you have to go down a few steps to come back up on the other side of the railing? TC