Thomas, I checked out your member page and there is nothing to go on, I don't know how old you are and what your life is like, only that you are alone, lonely.
Hey, come back, talk. You can work this out, maybe you bumped into the wrong people here, there are great, friendly, helpful, understanding, people here, others like you that are working on learning how to reach out. We are not ignoring you but you have to come and talk to us so we can help you Thomas. Don't give up, that should never be an option, give us a chance here. Give yourself a chance here, this is a very good place to start Thomas, and learn Thomas, give it a chance, give YOU a chance.
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we are here, waiting, we have lots of hugs and I help you's here.
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