because I was doing so well and now I'm not. I'm abroad right now and I thought maybe the improvement in my mood would last the whole time that I'm here. But now I'm just having a tough time, and boyfriend issues, and I'm really lonely because I haven't made any friends here. And I want T to fall back on. I'm trying to think of what to email her but I can't make anything come out right. I'm not really comfortable with the whole email thing yet and I need it to come out perfectly since I'm not telling her in person. And last time I emailed her I was doing super well and I'm afraid that she will be disappointed in me if I have to email her for help...I know that is the reason that she agreed to do the email thing anyway, but I'm still afraid of what she will think.