Tomorrow is the big day. My first time to see her after telling her how mad I was at her. I know it will be fine, but I am a bit nervous. She didn't respond back to me in a more detailed email like she normally does. I keep telling myself that she probably forgot, or she is having a really busy week, or maybe something just came up and she couldn't.

Shut down is coming again. I can feel it. If I am repeating myself, I apologize. I thought I posted in this thread this morning, but it is not here. I wonder if I accidentally posted that message in the wrong thread??

It feels like a year since I saw her. It has only been a week. Now I feel like I may be silent in our session again That is worrying me to death. I can just see myself sitting in the floor or on the couch and just staring at the wall again.

It would be nice to have some of you go with me tomorrow. My session is at 3:00 central time. Pocket riders? Prayer partners?