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Originally Posted by CesarioRose
... I am not caving per say, more like, self preservation. I have my career to think about now, and the friends who were holding me hostage are moving away. I guess i'm weak like that. ...
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Cesario! First of all, NOT WEAK!!! NOT CAVING!!!
Self-preservation is right, and is neither of those things.
At all. It's actually harder and shows more strength and critical thinking skills to realise when a belief is ill-serving you and be able to act on that knowledge.
Best of luck in finding the right med(s). By all means, if there's something you'd prefer to avoid or try, bring it up with your doc!