Well, the day started out good. Went to the OB, she listened, she sympathized, and gave me a script for Vistaril.

After we got home, things started going down hill. I had lunch, and right after I got those spasms in my chest that to me feel like your heart is skipping a beat. I can't decide if this is my tested, perfectly healthy heart, or spasms in my esophagus due to acid reflux that I didn't feel before I was on meds for it.

Also, I've been shaky all day long, just feeling crawly and jumpy.

I took a nap, which was good, but when I woke up I have this lump in my throat that has been hurting off and on, and I just keep thinking about what could be wrong with me medically. It's one of those days that I don't want to accept anxiety as the reason, I'm certain something is wrong, or I'm dying.

I couldn't fill that script today so I'm just trying to survive until tomorrow. I want to cry, but my husband is so stressed over the past couple days I'm scared to go to him.