So crap. I was doing ok there for awhile but my anxiety swelled, I didn't take anything for it, and now it seems to have worn me down into that familiar tired sadness.

It's so unfair the way this just goes on day after day and month after month. It takes so much energy to be strong all day, ya know?

I don't want to feel the anxiety anymore. I don't want to feel so sad when it wears me down. I want an easier life. I want to finally be ok.

Thanks for listening. Hopefully tomorrow will be better.

Cyran0