(((((((((Cyran0)))))))) I only just saw this. I thought (and hoped) that today had been a better one for you. It sucks that it ended with you feeling really sad again. You're right, it's not fair that you have to keep going through this, day after day.

I hope you took something to help you sleep tonight. And I'm sending out good vibes and many hugs to you. Also keeping the hope alive for better times ahead