I can forget any day of the week but thursdays come along and say Im here with a bang. 5 on the scale right now. Just took some tylenol extra strength for the normal physical pain so that once that kicks in I can figure out what to do for the rest of me. I will not cut today for I have a friends child here in a bit and I was told she is looking forwards to going to mcdonalds for lunch and play on the indoors playground. Who knows I just might get on that slide myself LOL wouldn't be the first time and won't be the last. We will also be feeding the ducks if it is not raining. without a doubt I am going to be having fun today playing trouble and candyland and watching carebears. a nice touch to my normally tough urge fillled thurday. Seems good to have this distraction and fun in my day.