... I'm here! Had to create a new account because I haven't been on in so long I forgot my password and I don't have the same email address I had when I created my account, bummer.

I'm sorry I haven't been on in so long. I've had a lot going on. I've moved out of my parents home and am now living with my boyfriend. No, it's not a healthy relationship but it's better than living at home. I'm only allowed at my parents house a couple times a week so I can't get online often, this is the only place I have internet access. Don't have it at his house. I'm still drug free but mentally, I'm going crazy it seems. My relationship with my boyfriend is very hectic and hard to deal with right now. I do everything and more than a wife would do for her husband and it goes unnoticed. I'm called every name in the book throughout the day everyday and the marks on my body aren't from self harm this time... It's my fault though. I choose to stay in it. Just don't want to be alone.