Thank you both for your feedback.
I'm not over M, I might not be for a while but I'm not reacting as I saw other friends and people react to the end of a relationship. Guess that's whats bugging me a bit... I feel free and with this need to feel good and carefree... well, and hot
I was wondering about this stuff 'cause I've been advice to write all my feeling down and I'm very rational and like to have all the "normal" emotional response are so I can compare with my "rational" responses and I found an article about grief in break ups..
But I guess it doesn't worry me...
I just wanted to know what everyone thought about this topic.
On the other hand, it bothers me to bottle everything and not feeling the pain and the sadness when I should but latter on when I've breakdowns or crisis as my therapist says, (when I have them I cry and rant and have panic attacks caused usually by nothing in particular...bottled emotions -.- )

Thank you both, Perna and Lee, I found your replies very insightful and interesting =)