Personally I wouldn't recommend you coming off your meds. Yeah, I once was happy go lucky too, but when the bipolar hit I was a terror to everyone around me. So I am thankful for my meds, they manage me. My biggest fear for you is what SadRobot said, many who quit their meds are not alive to tell you about it. If you are determined to quit them please talk to your pdoc and have a game plan in case things get bad. I just want you to be safe.