Your situation sounds familiar. I know that story, because I to live it at times. Depends on the situation....anyway. I don't want to get on here and tell you to go here or there, because ultimately I know you don't want to....who does?
But I can tell you if you stay it will only get worse and worse. That's the only good thing about an abusive man....they're extremely typical and predictable.
I know what it's like to not have anywhere to go. I stay because I have children, and they are well cared for.
If you have nothing like that containing you, then don't tolerate it..........runaway!!!
It don't matter where you go, where ever you end up you'll be safer then you are now.
If your like me you'll regret writing this post....then you'll convince yourself, he's not that bad.
Don't do it, believe this moment because it is real.
I hope you do whatever it is that needs to be done. The beautiful thing about women is there strong, and they adapt. Even if it's not good for them. If you've adapted to this situation your in now.....then you could adapt else where.
Good Luck Bama. I hope it all works out for you.
Keep us posted so we don't worry about you.
Desirae