I think it's time for me to admit that My "smoking Hobby" is more than recreational. If/when I'm being honest with myself I know I'm addicted. I worry about running out, I lie about how much I smoke, I promise myself I'll cut down and I spend money I can't afford on weed. I know I need to stop but I'm afraid my anxiety and depression will get worse. It just helps me relax and chill out. guess I've been depending on it more & more. I'm back to where I was before. I'm so stupid I fooled myself once again. I'm really good at justifying it to my self. Looking for the strength to get this under control.