I'm so sorry that you were so physically active and that now you are at a stop. Maybe you could find something to do with your mind now like research on the computer on something that interest you. I was a nurses aid and I can't do that job anymore because of work injury but because it is so much a part of me to help others in medical field I always keep my mind going by searching on the computer and upgrading myself on medical ground. Just to complete myself in that field because it is so much a part of me and I can't let it go. So I find this way to help me cope because i can't do the job anymore. What I really want to say is maybe you can find something to keep busy but it will not be physical.

Like you I usually don't say too much in here because I'm also scare to say the wrong words. But I know there is kindness here and friendly people so I keep coming even if I don't say much.

Take good care! (((((((((((((((((Yokus)))))))))))))))))) I care for you!

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