i have no plan for now.But i will say this.that i have no fight or will in me to go on. i am just existing here. there is no hope. there is no laughter anymore. and what of it there is ... its a mask. i am good at it. no one can really tell irl what is real when that mask is on. and that is good. my secret is out here however now. if and when the time comes , he says he wants a divorce , i am gone. that is what i know today.