I know my family will understand bc all of us have issues, I just dont like to let other people in, I dont like being a burden.. My mom knows about my depression but not the bi polar. I just want work to understand that Im not a bad person... Not that having a mental illness excuses me from everything ive done.. it would just be nice for them to maybe try to understand. The person I would tell is a female boss who is only 2 years old than me.. were not best friends but she is a compassionate person that I think I could get supprt from.. ill think about it some more i guess