Jen, we are always attracted to that which we know best, whether it's good for us or not. Did you have chaos and strige growing up? I'll bet that's where you learned it. It takes times and therapy to change your inner, even unconsious setings so you desire and create calmness and peace within and around you.
Don't be so hard on yourself.
Love and hugs,
Jan
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