Hi, Debbie...

Wow...I really feel bad for you. You've been under SO much stress lately, now all this. I think we reach a point where the stress is so bad, we just shut down, turn off. I know that's my biggest problem, not so much mood, but I'm just not there anymore. It is so frightening to go out or do anything when you feel like this, you're afraid of what might happen. I find myself isolated and so lonely, yet afraid to do anything about it.

I wish I had some advice for you, but I can offer my support and understanding and sympathy. and if you need a ride somewhere, drop me a line--I haven't hit anyone in almost a year now!

DJ