I'm sorry you are going through so much right now. I know it is tough, but I think you can hang in there. I know things are really bad for me right now, too. But my dad said something that may be helpful...I don't know if you're religious or not...but my dad said "the Lord will provide..." I don't know. I'm not one that believes in his god, but I do believe in something. I take it as your god, goddess, or higher power will provide and see you through it.

Hang in there.